It’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything on this site. Life got in the way. By life, I mean a relationship. I started a new relationship and let this fall by the wayside. Who wants to blog about running and things when there’s hand holding and cuddling to be done? Yes I, Jennifer the robot, just said that. But nothing lasts forever, even though you may want it to, and now I find myself dealing with a breakup. I’ll spare you all the details but I guess it just wasn’t meant to be and I’m dealing with that… as well as I can. Sometimes I have good days, sometimes I have bad days.. but the sun rises and the sun sets and the days go on with or without my participation in them as a productive member of society.
There are many ways I deal with things.. none of which are very healthy. Options include, but are not limited to: Not eating, eating too much, drinking too much, not sleeping so on and so forth. I’ve realized none of this is helping me get “better” or assisting my anxiety in any way other than to exacerbate it, so I must make a change.
This change is going to be a good one. I am officially vowing to be healthier which will include more running and yoga and less booze and more.. well hell I don’t know what will fill the hole of booze because.. beer. Stay tuned to find out if I actually stick with my plan.